I’ve never believed that saying —
“God won’t give you more than you can handle.”
If that were true, I’d have to be made of steel.
And I’m not.

I’m soft.
I’m tired sometimes.
I break open more often than I’d like to admit.

But recently, I found myself reflecting on everything these past few years have held —
and it caught up with me.
Not just the ache,
but the weight of what I’ve carried.

And in that quiet moment, a truth settled over me:

God didn’t choose me for this life
because I could “handle it.”
He chose me for this life
because He knew I’d use it.

Not right away.
Not perfectly.
But eventually — when the time was right —
I’d let what broke me open someone else’s heart to healing.
I’d let what I survived draw someone else closer to Him.

That changes everything.

This isn’t a punishment.
It’s not proof that I’m weak.
It’s a story — one He’s still writing.

And maybe that’s the real miracle:
Not that I’ve handled it,
but that I’m still here,
still open,
still willing to let my life mean something more.

And for that,
I’m thankful.